Missing~
- people wait for you when you are a bit late
- I don't have to think about each and every day
- everybody enjoys doing the same thing
- I can just lay around talking with my dad
- I can gossip with my mum
- play with my baby sis
- hang around with my lil sis
- go shopping with my grandma and my elder sis
- kick my lil bro around
- I don't have to do homework, or house work
- I don't have to worry about other people's dirty dishes at the sink
- I can sleep in
- I can stay up late without worrying that no one will wake me up
- Listen to anything I want
- I can live my life...
I dunno, sometimes I think this life I have right now is not real, that is why I have to go back everytime. That is what I yearn for...nothing can ever compensate or take the place of your home; the place where your heart is. Maybe you will look at me as a childish girl, or maybe I am spoilt. But you can never ignore the possibility that I am someone who appreciates her family, who wants a lifetime of great memories with them and just cannot do anything on my own.
Everytime I feel depressed, I always tell myself not to. Sometimes I hate being so logical...LOL whatever it supposed to mean. I wonder how do people lose their common sense and ther logics when they get mad or sad or stressed or depressed. Because, for the love of me, I cannot do that. There is always a part of me that is rational. You know how sometimes you want to create a new world, get outta here. But how can you be so selfish to think that you are the only person in this whole universe? What is good for you maybe a disaster to a lot of other people.
For the greater good, be thankful...
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